You can go from walking thinking why hasn’t this girl hit me up today. To why the fuck has this guy just punched me an ran off ? then to hello police I’ve just been stabbed. In that instant i found out how short life really is, about the speed of the blink of your eyes. I have found out a lot i would of never known if this never happened. Some friends don’t really care about you and some friends really really do. I found out that family is family and they will always there for you. The two girls i love don’t love me, they both burned me like I’ve never been burned before 20 minutes after the operation i had to save my life…ironic i know. But whats love to me anyway ? more and more i think i just love a girl who’s a bitch and gives me attention. The one girl that loves me i don’t love her back an that annoys me.

In the end it feels like this was meant to happen like a timer finally coming to the end of its rope, in a bid to re-spark it. When i talk to people now i feel i have the upper hand because nothing they can say can hurt me, or make me feels small. Because I’ve been through something God hoping they will never go through. Life can never really be the same again well it can but i wont allow it to. I’ve been just going through the motions of life which is horrible, i still have the desire to do great things. The words ‘Stallone has so much potential but needs to stop being lazy and start working’ the words from my head of year teacher at school, words which ring loud and painful now.